I don't want to be with him again, we tried so many times to repair what was broken, but....a part of me still misses him?....even if I can't fully let him back in....
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That love we had is done no matter what happens....
I guess...I feel a bit guilty?....Guilty I left him in such a state that he did what he did?....Hurt Lily and the others?....And a bit....jealous?....That new girl he's with....She's a lot like....how I used to be....The only woman who was ever kind to him while everyone else would relentlessly shit on him....Maybe I do miss him....Miss the one who saved me for simply giving a damn....
Because it would appear he's made peace with himself, and he has someone who has found peace with him, and thus, you want that peace and love back for yourself.
Chelsea decided to rest in his lap for awhile. Until eventually he suggested they go out to eat together and spend some quality time. Letting herself relax and have some fun after all that had transpired. Before they returned to her room. Made love to eachother, and eventually fall into a contented slumber in one another's embrace.
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